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I Dont wanna see you go but you have to. I Love U

Tue Aug 4, 2009, 8:50 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Half Alive -Secondhand Serenade
  • Reading: .......
  • Eating: I honestly cant eat anything right now....
  • Drinking: .....
Okay so i just really need to talk or type whats going threw my head right now.



And I dont care what other people say because im going threw so much right now

and i dont know whats going to happen.



My boyfriend called me this morning. And told me he has something to tell me. He sounded really upset. And he was.



He came over and he tells me that he has to move back to Ottawa to live with with his mom for the rest of the summer. And that he was leaving later today.



At first i thought this isnt so bad hell come back. And when I asked Him...he says he doesnt know...



He had to leave because he got into a fight and it isnt safe for him to stay her any more.



He doent wanna leave. But he has to. And he doesnt want things to be over between us, because he truley loves me.



Hes gonna try to come back. He want to he never wanted to leave. And Soon hell be getting on a train and I wont see him for a very long time.



And deep down i get this feeling that when i saw him it may just be the last time i will. And I dont want it to be. Ive spent over a year with him. And hes not like other guys. Hes diffrent.



And for the first time in a really long time...I was able to cry...that there says something. I havnt had a reason to cry for years...but here is a boy who mad all the diffrence to me.



I was living life thinking that i would never find anyone special enough to share special moments with. Then all of a sudden her he was. Right infront of me...and almost like magic i knew that he was diffrent and special, and he is.



I honestly dont think that I will ever find someone like that again. And i dont want to. Because I have to keep hoping that he is gonna come back and That well be happy again. Just like we use to.



I dont know if we can. But i want to. I dont want to leave him. Ever. Hes means so much to me.



And I know you probably wont see this but Scott...I never got to tell you the many ways I Love you...so im making a promise to myself....Next time i see you...Im going to tell you why I fell in Love with you

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My name is Kelly Wildfang!
Yes that is my real last name!
Isnt it awsome?
pple tell me it is...

Im 16, in gr. 11 and haz some awsome friends EVER!!!
I love to lisen to music.
I play the drums.
I love to watch Anime - for all u out there that have no idea wut the hell im sayin its Japanese cartoons-.
I am a book worm and read wutever i can get my hands on.
I like fantasy, action, romance kinda books with lots of killing....

Yes im a violent child.
...very violent
>.>
<.<
>.>

Oh and i get bored really easy and will spinn in my computer chair untill i cant see straight.

Some of my passions are, ummm...Drawing, Reading, Lyric writing (hehe that book with my lyrics is hidden really well no one will find it) ^.~

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Playing my Drums, Listening to Music, and PLAYING VIDOE GAMES!!!!!!! OMG IM SUCH A GAMER GIRL!!!! <3 XP

I love playing vid games!
I have a Wii and a PS2 and i play ALOT of guitar hero. <3

My some of my Fav games r Fable lost chapters and Fable 2.
Stranger : Strange world just got Stranger
and All the Pokemon Games XD
Oh and DIGIMON!! DIGIMON OWNS POKEMON!
Okami!!!! <3

Im courently in a band! yay for Inkling Music Studios!!!
We have some pretty amazing ppl here so yay for us.
and of course im the drummer.
I amazed our band manager by breaking a drum stick in three!
^_^
I may be small...BUT I PACK A PUNCH!

ive been iin 4 other bands but we kinda broke up...

I had to leave the other ones do to... ummm....complications....ya thats it.

Lets just say the singer and i didnt get along...which ended with books, guitar cases, picks, and drum sticks flying across the room....as i said before im a voilent child.
>:D

So i plan to make it BIG in the Music World cuz a lot of guys in the Music Bis say i could go far and make it BIG in the Music World if i keep up with my music and meet the right ppl.
I like to write music.

I can sing (even if i dont like to sing in front of ppl and it gonna stay that way so dont ask to hear my voice >: /)

Ive been playing drums since i was like 12 so i have about 5 1/2 years of drum lessons.

I can also play a small bit of acoustic guitar im kinda just teaching my self.
I plan on uploading some vids of some drum covers ive been practicing
most likely they will be Green Day, Simple Plan, Faber Drive, Billy Talent, Tokio Hotel and Linken Park.
cuz those r the ones i can play really good XD
Theyll be on youtube.
If i dont make it in the Music World though, i plan on going in to video game development and layout.
so dont be surprised if u see my name on either a CD cover of the next big Vid Game XD

Im a total Gamer girl I have a Kongregate account If you have one add me my user name is Sabuka_no_okami


I hate ppl who r mean to Gays, and Bi's. Like come on! Lets not hate eachother for our diffrences! Theres already to much hate in the world and i dont plan on adding to it becuz some one likes the same sex! Thats just retarded! Im Sorry!

I dont like ppl who judge others. (meanies i kill u all with my anti-lag stick!)
I Really hate math! >:O
My math teacher called my house to let my parents know i failed my exam!
I hate walking home in blizzards
I hate Books that have no meaning
I HATE RAP! HIP-HOP! AND DIVA MUSIC!
EWWWWWW
I dislike SNAKES!
They just plain creep me out!
I hate HANNA Montana, Jonase Brothers!
thier music sucks!
I hate Video Games that have an awful plot line! (its drives me batty)
I Hate Drum books (pointless just give me the music and ill play it for u)-Even if they help me i still dont like them-

Oh also! Im sometimes known to have a slight split personality over the internet...^^"
I guess thats just me? I dont know?
I talk to my self quite a bit sometimes and then i get into fights with myself and then the yelling and the crazyness...so ya...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Canada (with the mooses) They BIG! O_O
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: ummm...i nono
  • Print preference: nun
  • Interests: O_O sooo many! MUSIC! Drawing, Takin Pics, VIDEO GAMES! Hanin w/ me Buddies XD
  • Favourite movie: Dark Knight, LOTR 1-3, all UnderWorld Movies,
  • Favourite band or musician: Fall Out Boy, Chase Coy, Escape the Fate, My Chemical Romance, Flyleaf, Paramore, BassHunter, BFMV
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Emo Metal, Scremo, Alt Rock
  • Favourite artist: ummm... to many XD
  • Favourite poet or writer: ME! XD
  • Favourite photographer: ME! ^_^
  • Favourite style of art: Inking and photoshoped colouring, also photography
  • Operating System: COMPUTER!
  • MP3 player of choice: My V-Touch
  • Shell of choice: none
  • Wallpaper of choice: none
  • Skin of choice: none
  • Favourite game: Okami, Legend of Zelda (all), Fable Lost chapters, Fable 2, Guitar Hero (all)
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii, PS2, Nintendo DS, X-Box 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gaara! Koga!
  • Personal Quote: YOU DID WHAT! WITH WHO! IN WHERE! WHOS HOUSE! EWWWWW U GOT HOW MANY COOKIES!!!! OMG! SWEET!
  • Tools of the Trade: Computer, Inking pen , woodles Pencil cryons, Pencil XD

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<3 Bawww! Thank you for the :+fav:!


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NO PROBLEM! :3

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Ty for the fav.

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No problem :D

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Thanks for the favs! :D

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No problem <3 :D

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"Yes Cake."
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thanks for the watch! <3

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No problem! I was meaning write a comment on your profile but was kicked off the computer before i had the chance! D:
*glares at lil brother*

Anyway....
I Just wanted to tell you to keep up the awsome job on your DarklinkxLink comic! :D There one of my fav nintendo parings. :heart: And was really pleased when i found your comic! I read all of the pages you have posted so far, and there really good. I think you really did a good job on Dark's hair. I had a Dark fan-girl moment when i saw him take of his hat for the first time. XD

Anyway! Keep up the awsome job!!!! :heart:

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"Cake?"
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"...THE CAKE IS A LIE!!! HOW DARE YOU TRY TO TRICK ME!"
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"Did The DOG Send You!?" - Jonny the Homicidal Maniac
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thanks for the :+fav:

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